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I'm having a down kind of day.

Husband is out of town, which is more common than not. I miss him more than I usually do. He'll be home tomorrow night, and then should have Wednesday off work, but I'll believe it when I see it. I really want the two of us to take a trip, but with his work schedule, we can't even go to the beach for a weekend. Poop.

I'm behind in schoolwork which is not ones fault but my own. I procrastinate the hell out of stuff, and it just piles up. I should look into training one of the cats in writing APA research papers.

I'm feeling frustrated with my weight, which is really nothing new. I'm so tired of being overweight, and have worked really hard to lose, then really quickly gained again. I'm back at losing, but its such a hard process. Working out doesn't help, and it's all about food for me.

Surprisingly, I'm bummed about not being pregnant yet. I've been off the pill since August, which was a very surprising decision for us. But we did it, and now I'm still not pregnant! I almost don't want to be right now, because if I do get a teaching job, I'd be due mid-year, which would just be bad timing.

Teaching... argh. I really want to get back to it! I'm hoping to get hired in the county here, but of course, Husband got a call from a group in NC wanting him to put in another packet with them. If he gets it, we'd move in Oct/Nov. I'd hate to get a job and leave without doing at least a year, but I also wouldn't want to live 8 hours from Husband.

Blah.